Do you ever miss someone to death- but then talk to them and almost want to quit? So, you leave and say goodnight. five seconds later you are missing them to death and there is ntohing you can do about it because you made some bullshit exuse about how you had to leave and you were so sorry blah blah blah. i always do this.

Im in sooooo deep in this, and i have no idea what to do about it anymore. Sometimes i just want it to go away. I just want to be alone! I dont want to have other people relying on me and needing me and loving me. What if i dont love them back? i dont want to hurt anyone and break their heart. Thats to cruel, im not playing this game to hurt others. I just do not understand what im supposed to do with all of this! what can i do? I just want what is best for everyone.

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