Wednesday, Feb. 02, 2005 - 10:04 a.m.
I just went to see him in disneyland a few days ago. It was awesome. I actually had a really good time. The problem now is that i cant stop thinking about it. The days just pass so slowly.
I think the worst thing is when one doesnt know what they want. He loves me alot. I just think i love him. The problem is that i just dont think i can handle someone like him. When i think that i look back at disneyland and i think about how much fun i had, and how i never wanted it to end i realize that this could work. Do i, deep down, want it too?