Tuesday, Nov. 09, 2004 - 4:05 p.m.
No, no regrets is a bad way to go. When i was in paris, last spring break, i saw a stone-coffin thingy that i found really neat. (it was above ground). At the head it had all the basic stuff you know, names and dates. At the foot of the lovely red marble resting place was a simple incription, reading REGRETS. I thought that was astounding (not just because it was in france and it was english, lol)
Make what you will of that. I just find it to be neat.
I know now that where i am right now really isnt where i want to be.. well, it kidna is i guess, but it doesnt feel like its where im suposed to be. I might have mentioned some of this in my last entry, i dont know. I dont remember. But yah, it just doesnt feel right, liek i made some major screwup in the line of life, like i did something wrong. I was meant to go on way, but i didnt, and thats why there has been such an imbalance lately. I fucked up. Time to fix it.