its been maybe a little over-or under a month since i have written. life has abeen a bit too much of a blur for me. I have felt no need to express myself to anyone thru this media. life has been a bit hectic- ive been on vacations etcs sooo... there yah go... there has been no major revelations. everythign is pretty muvh the same. me and jesus are still together =D, sarah and rapist (steve) are not.. thank the goddess... no other relationships to describe.. wow, my life is boring. if you are reading this leave me a message about your life.

Im so tired of beoing here, supprest by all my childish fears...... *

off to k-days i go tommorow. (its a big carnival thingy here in edmonton). that will be fun. i have to call my friend. I feel like my world is falling apart- is that bad? ugh. for every step forward i take i get pushed back 7. thats what i feel like, anyways. i think im goign to go now, time to eat.

-ally

ps- save me