Tuesday, Jun. 15, 2004 - 4:40 p.m.
IS it humanly possible to be this mad at the world? i just dont know!! today was absolutly rotten! i was like OH GOD SMITE ME NOW. I thought that i was goign to just drop down and die right in the spot, at several points thruought my day. But noooooo he/she didnt. bastard!/bitch!. And also i think that im just going to die ok? ahhh die die die die die die die. Its days like these i just want to burry my head in the sand and wait for everythign to pass, for example my end of year exams!I normally dont care about school at all but these are really stressing me out. and not to mention, im sooo screwed if my dad talks to the ryan family at all. dont ask. and i mean screwed to the max of existence and to the end of the earth twice... and agian infinity times over. I honestly ALMOST want to die. not quite yet. OGOODNESS
How did i end up in this mess here with yyooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
um yeah. i have little cut all over my hand from playing a game with my friends.
kill me>