Thursday, Jun. 03, 2004 - 4:32 p.m.
shoot me now. please, have mercy on me! god, i just got braces and they hurt like a BITCH. I am this close to just dieing right here, right now. I hate myself some days.... i dont want to go to school tommrow, but i want to go with jel after school, i need to talk to someone now... ok, thats enough seeing into my mind for now!
good song lyrics:
Im so lonesome, i think i could die...
I find it kinda funny, i kin it kinda sad, the dreams in which im dying are the best i have ever had...
I dont want to die... but i aint keen of living either.......
so yeah, those are just lyrics off the top of my head.... so um yeah. Anyone got a prozac? um.. so yeah, im not cutting myself or anything again, which is really good! im proud, altho im playing bloody knuckles.... ( ? )
bye